decisions

a mothers decisions

what do we do with our lives

it`s all or nothing

no sunshine enters here anymore
 
 

what do i do with our lives

it should be something not nothing

but i can`t make decisions anymore
 
 

what do i do with their lives

i so much want it to be something

i`m so afraid. i didn`t used to be before
 
 

what do i do with my life

my mind goes blank. nothing comes in

it`s a decision. i don`t do those anymore
 
 

what do we do with my life

that one is nothing. i`ve never been one for asking

help i may need. i`ve never had it before
 
 

so what do we all do with our lives

life goes on. i do nothing

and maybe soon no trace of us anymore

empty feelings abound, cause

love doesn`t live here anymore.

a friend`s friend

i`m not the same

i have no shame

i`m used to promoting my own name

i`ve always asked

i`ve always had

if you changed me now you wouldn`t last

i`ve seen the mill

family life, a bitter pill

you thought i`d changed didn`t you, but i broke your will

i had a part

what an act

such hard going, i thought i`d crack

you have to share

and don`t despair

you know there`s always someone there

now i`m free again

i`ve played the game

you thought you had me you stupid dame

i`m not the same as you thought

i never was from the start

~ i have NO SHAME, NO HEART

how cheap is our love?

every word that you say

is it real or is it just play

in one breath you say you care

but in the next you`re not there

what you told me, it isn`t right

but i couldn`t leave, i haven`t the fight

i don`t believe you, but i need you still

without you there, my life would have no will

i love you still, despite things you`ve done

but now it`s too late. i think you`ve won

one breath says you want me here

the very next you threaten and fear

this was once the one i loved

the one my opened arms would have

but now you`ve changed, my love it weeps

and i wonder, has our love become so cheap?

life and love become so cheap

leaving just the weak to weep

not even for me a parting kiss

was our love worth all of this?